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I love the beatles,
john lennon the most.
i think he's the cutest (before time with yoko ono.. haha).
But in this video i think all these british boys look cute ;p

This song really was about him. He said so himself in a 1980 interview. He was going through a bad time in his life (he was depressed), rumors said he has bipolar disorder, with other creative people.

Uncle Wiki said :
Bipolar disorder has been associated with people involved in the arts but it is an ongoing question as to whether many creative geniuses had bipolar disorder. Some studies have found a significant association between bipolar disorder and creativity, although it is unclear in which direction the cause lies or whether both conditions are caused by a third unknown factor; temperament has been hypothesized to be one such factor.

But I agree that Lennon was a genius.

About this song...
What a depressing song.

I mean it doesn't sound like it at first but then you read the lyrics.






Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.


It's just that this song sounds so happy at first until you read the lyrics, rite.

my friend said, there's 2 kind of high-architectural-level person, first one is clever, the other one is genius.
the person who genius or closer to genius, usually has some screw missing in their head.
something wrong with them, despite their remarkable creative-art-sense-structural-idea-detail-building.

i think my boss right now is clever type, he know how to maximize benefit of the company regarding architecture, how to be famous and well commercialize. my lecturer as well, he has a big architectural library in his head and know which one(s) to used/combined with his design. my previous boss slightly above that. with more original architectural idea.
hey, who am i to judge whether each of them is genius or not, its just my 2 cents...


i wish i meet and work under genius people,

i wish i'd be genius in what i do to live, but still have good temperament.. ;D

this week

same with others week before, bringing works to home... spending time in front of laptop... but this week is different. stop complaining bout have no time to do something i like...
i started to create it somehow..
this week i just join some photo competition... haha.. there's a competition from one of airlines to jumping like a star, regarding with singapore national day on 9 august.. one person only submit one pic.. to bad, i have 3 pics to submit actually... haha...




it's just for fun, simple rule, submit your photo at holiday while doing so-called-star-jump. the first one is me with bitha while visiting mom in bali.
second one is stino, bocu, me, bayu at gili air lombok when doublesix trip.
the third one is stino himself.
since we only can submit one, i choose the third photo.
Why?
cos the expression is priceless.. haha...
and it's a perfect star-shape-jump.
anw, stino bday is 9 august... same with singapore bday! so, if this win, the 200sgd voucher ticket is for him, as my present to him... ;D cross my fingers, hope it will win..


ps. i also send our doublesix trip to other travel competition.. hope that might win as well...

hey blog, nice to meet you...

feel so bored with real activity (you may say that w.o.r.k) nowadays..
around 3years ago i might say this as stuck point...
i always easily bored...
i do..
i did.

i wont make that happen again... its kinda blame the situation, had regret with the path i choose..
no no no...
i dont wanna be a stuck person, always changing my mind.. its tiring myself.. i'm trying to happy and accept this archi-thing.. i might be an animator, illustrator, ambassador, astronaut, anything.. but being me right now its ok, just need a refreshing...
change company to work actually help.. its better now.. when i met my friend whom long time no see, she said,
'whoa, you work at F-architects now? you were saying you wish you work in that company when you still at R-planner."
am i? after recall a while i realized, yes, i did say that. and i said i don't mind to be push at work as long as i learn a lot. and it actually happen right now. be careful what you wish for. i have no regret. maybe im just tired.. jiayou frid!!!!
now pack few things..
tidy up..
sleep more....

haha...
;D